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Whew
Sunday, September 5, 2004
I'm really going to move everything soon, hopefully to a new domain pending this November. Not really sure what to do with this place since all the images used to be linked to my former domain tenkyuu.com. Am so focused on HOL lately, gonna take it seriously this term and pass with flying colours. ^__^
And oh, btw, I just updated the blog*revolution thing, funny that I'm coming all this way to update a two-years-not-a-day-updated pita just for the hell of changing the address of the blog click thingie. Maybe I don't really wanna call it quits yet, but I've been too busy with anything and everything, all I can say is I still have a pretty good mind to know what I want and what I have to do. And I really want to do what I want really BAD. ;_; After Nov. is over, that'd be like, what? - one and a half year of no school? Yeah, guess I'll have the time in the world by then.
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 12:14 p.m.
That's one down, infinity to go. XP
Wednesday, July 31, 2k2
Oh my god! I did not have a wink sleep at all since last LAST night. !!!! O_o;; Damn it, see, what I tell you, I CAN finish anything if I set my heart into it. ^^ And I still don't feel like sleeping yet, heh. ::keep hitting on wall since she can't see anything:: En &_&? Uh, what? XP
Eheh, anyway~ I damn finish my computer project, woohoo~!! I don't care if its discounted, nullified or whatever, I finish it, damn you! Happy happy, hurrah hurrah! ^^* A six month project in one whole crappy night. Oh yeah, how I rule. XD
Oh, but I think I just pissed off the computer teacher by not coming to school today even more, he might think it's confirmed that I'm a very irresponsible student and a big fat liar. (Well, I am, (both, actually. uh-oh), but that's not the point. ^^;; Not many can see through any of my lies anyway, and I hate it if 'I' of all people were the one to give myself away like that for being so so foolish in choosing my words. Feh Feh fuei. Nyahaha. ^_^;
Ah, what do I care? I did what I had to do and life goes on. Yep, that's good enough for me. You have no idea what a wonderful morning I have today, despite not having any rest at all. ^__^ Ah, still ever so hyper same ol' me. ^_^
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 4:39 p.m.
Uh, whaddya know? ^^;;
23/07/2k2, Tuesday
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People think you're
nice, because you're calm, friendly and has a great smile. But that nice
exterior hides the heart of a manipulator. The end for you will justify
the means, and you have the brains to run a successful company, play
puppetry behind the scenes, and still be its number one main attraction.
You sly, devious dog, you.
Which
Gravitation Character Are You?
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Ohohoho. Eeih. ^_^; Wonder if that's true... XD
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 02:05 p.m.
Happy Birthday
26/07/2k2
Well, today is my niece's eleventh birthday and we all went out to dinner at Riverview Hotel. ^^ Nothing much, but there goes my diet program. >P Oh well, at least I didn't touch the rice, and only eat everything that helps me to grow and stuff. They're full of nutrition, yes, they do. Pay no heed to the oily fats, miaw. ^^;
Whee~! ::jumps up and down:: Guess what? ^_^ No forced tuition today! ^^* On account that I have to be there for the formal dinner, of course. (Ikh.) It's still a good deal, anyway, so I wouldn't fuss too much about it. ^^; I'm glad, thankful and happy, oh thank you so very very much! ^o^ Nyah, education! You know I hate thee with a passion. XP Not really, but for thankfulness sake, it really helps having to say it like that. >PP;;
What? Rejecting education is bad? I have enough torment at school, okay? No matter how badly I need it, I don't WANT any of this, and that's what counts! ^__^; And all three subjects are held between 8:30am and 9:45pm, there's a big time gap, you see - and I'm not spending my time just sitting there looking like some weirdo for all the teenagers to see while waiting for my class to start. XP
Kay, that's it for today. I think it's time my voices need their own names now. ^^;
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 11:57 p.m.
ei? *blush*
21/07/2k2, Sunday
What
Goth Are You?
Eheheh. ^^;; Maybe I'm just not a goth to start with. I'm not dark at all, really. At least, that's what I think. >P Hehe, me cute? Gyah~! ::does happy dance and sprays graffiti:: ^^ <3<3<3
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 05:19 p.m.
Yesterday's Briefing
21/07/2k2, Sunday
Ugh... I'm so full. X_x Just ate a fish and chip delish for breakfast. I think I'll keep it in, since it has protein in it and less fat. ^^; I know this is the right thing to do, but I can't help thinking of flushing it down the toilet... uh, sooner. God knows why I ate so much anyway. ^^;;;
On another note, the Bintang MS yesterday was great. Not professionally great, but it'll have to do. ^^;; Damn them for making everything grouped into one category anyway. There's this form 1 kid who played this dazzling 3-piece, 'Echoes From The Theatre', 'Angel's Serenade' and 'Knight Ruppert' on the piano. I think it's a wonderful wonderful talent and he didn't win because others are doing the vocals. How uncool is that, d'ja think? Mweh! The difference in skills are pretty much obvious. Harumph. ^~ ^
Anyway, the only participant that, in my whole honest opinion, did very very well, was Farihah. Ohho, she can hit that high note all the way, she did. ^^ The 'no mountain too high, no ocean too deep' song, yeah. >D* She won second place and was really thrilled by it. ^^ The first place went to Zakwan, which I guess no one had seen that one coming. I mean, WTH? ^^;; No offence intended but.. screw him, I didn't see that coming at all! ^^;;
Oh, btw, the Bernazzz Crew didn't win. (That's the fifth-form four-boys band with Ehsan, Qamarul, Faisal and Sani in it). They did okay. Their fans were screaming uncontrollably, that's for sure. ^_<;; (Ow, mah ears~...) They sang 'Selamanya' and 'I Need A Girl'. Not doing it very well this time, though. Tough luck, I guess.
Kay, gotta be ready for tuition now. ::sighs:: I hope they don't bite or anything. ^^; And I so hope I wouldn't have to meet anyone I know.
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 11:48 a.m.
woh ^_^ i'm free
21/07/2k2, Sunday
what's your cowboy bebop
theme song?
Maybe it's just a good way of saying I dream too much. ^^; I prefer the more upbeat Cowboy Bebop jazzy song, anyway. Go Ed! ^^ ~<3
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 09:23 p.m.
Bintang MS 2002/2003
20/07/2k2, Saturday
Me at school right now. Didn't think I'd stay back anyway, with Bio extra class being cancelled and all. ^^; The 12 'Bintang MS' finalists (solo and group) wll be competiting today, a good reason why Ehsan kept singing the whole period when the class was copying notes during Chemistry, eheheh. ^^;; He's one of the finalist, so I wish him the best of luck anyway. ^__^
I was first hoping to go home to actually do something about my Computer project, with more or less 20 hours to do anything about it - excluding the sleep, eat and the usual other essential stuff. Khaid said I'm dead. I really can't seem to see why I should be intimidated. ^_^;;;
Anyway, onto a different subject, my layout and table alignment looks terribly horrible on the Microsoft Explorer I used at school right now, which I really don't understand. ^^; (Damn you, why are you doing this to me~! >.<;;) The gif files doesn't match the background at all and everything looks so so TINY! I really wish none of you are viewing it like this. ^^;
Ah, library is closing now. Gotta go! The finals are about to start! ^^
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 1:24 p.m.
Anime nime mine.
19/07/2k2, Friday
Which Black Daisies character are you?
You are Innocence. You are sweet and probably shy, and has a penchant to wear whatever is trendy in the Asian scene at that point in time. You like anime and manga and probably would watch Hentai if it appealed to you enough. You act innocent and virginal yet there is a mystical lolita-esque sexuality about your nature that's vastly intruiging. You like dolls and little girl toys that take you back to an age of innocence you wish you had now.
Does that sound like me? ^^; I don't think it sounds like me. ^^;; Uh, ya think? >D; I like anime and manga, though - and you all would probably know what an understatement that is. ^_^_^ Hrhr, close enough... I guess. ^^
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 09:32 p.m.
Busy busy day
19/07/2k2, Friday
I cut my hair again. ^^;; There's not much difference, really, except the bleach beyond damage thing is gone now. XP;;; Now I just want to keep my raven hair long until I have some wonderful idea what to do with it. Bleh. ^^;
Gah, I'm famous here at Zaza, who would've thought? O_o Everyone knows the blue-haired girl story and the many many hours Polly (he's a guy, btw ^^;) spent trying to seep the funky colour into that once bleached hair of mine. Aha. (Yes, that kind of famous. ^^;) He has to go out in the rain to find more funky blue color from that um, other place, too; cuz what we have weren't enough to mess with me, nyeh nyeh, mwahaha. ^^;; It's embarrassing when I think about it, really, I don't even wanna know what they think. ^^;;;
Anyway, there are some gorgeous men in zaza, thank god they're not feminine, though (not that I mind, but I'm feeling selfish here >P), and they do have a pretty face. ^=^ The guy from Cutting Crew is hot also. Can't say it wasn't nice with him washing my hair.. XDXD
Other than that:
- Cuz also got his hair cut. He has spiky hair now. >P
- Spent the day in Hypermart buying some new clothes. Being the care none-too-less girl that I am, go for the normal T-shirt wear and black attire. Not branded, but they're my type of cool. Can't wait to try those. ^^
- Ate at Jollibee. I had Sphagetti and Chicken Salad Sandwich (it's a burger, actually ^^;), ate chips and drank H2O. I've just found out I've gained 1 kg when I got home. Bummer, now I guess I'll just go all diety again and keep my workout more constant. I'm getting lazy these days. ^^;;
- Bought lots of comic at discount prices. All are back issues that I have missed but never actually got to order them. So I'm just grateful there exists a place like this. ^_^ (Bluestone is still haven, though. ^^*)
- Sis brought cuz and I to search for a good tuition school.
- Will be attending Flying Colours Tuition School starting this Sunday. (Noooooo~!!! I don't want tuition, dammit! >,<) I will be in Group 5 for Add. Math and Physics and Group 6 for Chemistry. Gah! So many teenagers! Must. not. be. self. conscious!
::5 minutes... tops::
IhopeIlookokayIwonderifanyonewouldlikemethereAh!Doyouhonestly
thinkIlookokay?WhatifI'mnotgoodenoughforthemwouldtheystilllikeme?
Waa~haaai~Idon'twannago~dontwannadontwannadontwanna!!!!
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 07:08 p.m.
Yupz. ^_^
18/07/2k2, Thursday
Uh, that's not really a good thing, is it? ^^;;
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 04:09 p.m.
Happenings of the day
18/07/2k2, Thursday
Ow. Ow. My fingers sting. We had a Chemistry just now (just home from school, all. ^_^) and one of the solutions P, Q or R really did a good job on stinging most of us. >,< The experiment was on titration, and I keep twirling and twirling the flask drop by drop and at very high speed, too (good wrist exercise) but I still wasted so much time. Ah well, at least I finished, yes? ^^; I didn't finish the past year o-level paper entirely, though. Hell no, no one did. (Uh-oh. ^_^;) But at least I got all the data in. Am just hoping they're right, anyway, that's all. ^^;
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 01:13 p.m.
A certain bishonen comes to mind
17/07/2k2, Wednesday
Today, I remembered vampy. Lucky, just as I was thinking of him (I don't know, his name just sorta popped up in my mind at the time) an SMS message suddenly came from him telling and reminding me to start studying for my o-level from now. Puff,how sweet of him. ^..^
My point being... hey, you know what? I think I'm psychic. >D <- always wanted to say that, it seems. ::cackles madly because it came true:: Nn~. ^_^
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 09:13 p.m.
Procrastinator claims her prize
17/07/2k2, Wednesday
Not going anywhere with my computer course work project. Haven't even started yet, really. ^^; Am gonna be in major trouble if I don't hand it in before the 22nd. (Yeh-eh, you heard me, THIS 22nd, which is after this week! Kekekeke. An eight month project and I haven't even started yet. Aha. Why the hell am I laughing? ^_^;) I must care! Puff! This. Project. Is. Important.
I. shall. NOT. be. underestimated. by. me! I will survive and eat cake!
......
Maybe I do need that councelling session with the PRS members, after all. ^^;
° kijochan cried "Burn! Burn! Burn! Mwahaha!" at 05:27 p.m.
My Goddess Identity
16/07/2k2, Tuesday
Angel
Just like the haloed and winged guardians of good, you
truly have a heart of gold, sweet Angel. Whenever
there's a chance to pitch in, save the day or just make
life easier for the people around you, you're the one
for the job.
You don't just jump in without planning — you use
your angelic head to figure out how to do things right
the first time, like only the most dependable
goddesses can. Whether brainstorming a new solution
to a problem, planning a surprise party for your
parents, or lending your friends a wing to cry on,
you've got the right instincts, so follow them whenever
you can. As natural as it is for you to take care of the
people around you, don't forget to treat yourself right,
too. The best friendships, and loves, of a lifetime tend
to blossom when you become your own guardian
angel.
So don't listen to those who say nice girls finish last.
People have always seen you as a goddess of
thoughtfulness and good intentions, and it hasn't
slowed you down a bit. All in all, Angel, you've got it
made with your glowing attitude and ability to see
from on high. So get out there and change the world!
Hehehehehe. ^=^;; Didn't I say I'm not anything like this? Now I'm also an angel if I were to be a goddess? ^_^; Maybe I'm just your average goody-goody. >P; I mean... see? ^^;
Anyway, I guess I'll make the most entries for today since I really don't want to do anything but surf online. I want to forget all my worries today.
Oh, GateKeepers is playing on AXN right now. It's a rerun-rerun (^^;) so I'm just occasionally glancing back at the TV when an unexpected thing just happened. =P I'm still waiting for all these anime to finish so I can see some new ones. Saiyuki will be playing soon. ::hearts:: Can't wait! ^_^ ~<3<3<3
Wow. ::sparkly-eyed:: @_@ Look, look, I'm a pure adorable little angel. Sugoi! ^_^ <3<3 I know I'm anything but that kind of stuff, but... Hehei. Me, an angel. Whee, I have wiings, coolies!! ^^**
Mother and sister were bitching at me this morning cuz I'm too lazy to go to school. My Biology homework isn't finished yet, and there's a test on the hormones thingy today. Personally, I do care about things like that. My Bio teacher is really one of the best there is, it's like she knows everything and she's really fun and everything she says make sense. And she's the strictest one there is, too. ^_^;
If I would ever by the likes of me succeeded one day, I would've said I owed it to her. Which is very ironic, you see, because she's the reason I really don't want to go to school today. I really hate what she thinks of me right now. Maybe because most of them are just sickeningly true and I hate everything about myself even more. >.<;;
I hate school. I really do. There's nothing I look forward to anymore, not even break time. All my friends are in different classes now, but I know I can always make friends elsewhere and such, I mean, it's how I make friends with them in the first place when I came to this school anyway, right? ^~ ^ I guess I'm still blaming it on the school administration for isolating me from them after I completed my grade 9. I mean, how could they!? Just how in seven hells could they leave me alone like that? It's so not fair. I have no one, no one at all I can talk to and be at ease, and all I see are familiar faces around me of everyday waking life of whom I never really bothered to know (maybe because I thought it wouldn't matter). Dammit, I so thought it wouldn't matter... What am I to say to strangers back then anyway? Hi, you know anime? or May I know what your homework for today is, even though we're not in the same class? ::sighs::
That's probably a good reason why I turned weird and loses all the little self-esteem I had left for the whole of last year. In my mind, I no longer matter, you see. I will always be a someone else, after all; the non-important one. And I guess that's the biggest blow I've received, if ever, since I know everything always happen and revolves around me ever since I could remember. Before I realize it, everything changes and -snap!- just like that, they're all gone.
Now just look at me, just like a bug you can hardly see on the street. My pride is crushed. Without that, what more do I have?
Dammit, for once, I'm trying to be dramatic here. ^^;;
Rather than having nothing to say or do here, I guess I'll just fill this place up with colorful good (or bad) quizzes I might find entertaining every once in a while from now on. ^_^
Anyway, today is His Majesty's birthday, I have the laziest family for not wanting to go anywhere this morning. Besides, the TV is on. >D Eh? No, I mean, they're broadcasting it live (of course it's always on! >P;;), so we don't need to leave the house and act so formal, like. ^_^;; Still, not that I want to watch any of that anyway. ^^; ::sighs:: I was hoping to say this isn't hereditary... ^^;;;
Ooh, I hear multi-thousand-dollar firecracker noises popping in the air right now. Sis and family probably went out to see that event and enjoy the colorful night in the main city. Nope, I'm comfy where I am, thank you. =PP I never did enjoy a night out without really doing anything, really. ^_^; Of course, unless if it's a rollercoaster ride... ^^*
Anyway, if I'm becoming any lazier and miss school, I think I have to make a private enrollment soon in order to take that Nov O-level exam this year. Oh well, I can always try harder in my A-level, which is really MY main event, no matter how the school stresses that O-level is the most important of all.
The only problem is I have to PASS O-level in order to pursue A-level. Mweh. And you know what, I get this feeling that A-level is definitely the harder of the two.
My life sucks. ^_^;
Hello, ppl. I know I know, it's been a while, but whoever really goes here, anyway? ^_^; I really don't have the
mood to write nowadays. The world is pulling me down, and everyone just doesn't want to have anything to do with me. (Ehehe, can I really blame them? I think not. ^^;;)
I miss a lot of homeworks, I wish I would care, even just a little bit, but the fact that I'm a fucked up little sleazy student right now just doesn't cut it. I can't do that 180 degree turn just like that. ^_^;
Anyway, I tweaked the layout a bit. Now everything is in brown coloring
and Kurapica will be sitting at the bottom from now on. It's not much,
but that's all I'm capable of in terms of layout designing.
Insanity rules supreme. Yeahaha. Insanity in itself is nothing. But with mad intelligence; you could do something incredible only without knowing why you should or shouldn't be doing it - you're capable. And that's all there is to it.
Oh, and rambling without reason is not necessarily a good thing. ^_^; Ja, you all.
